Disappointment

The only downside to being faithful is how it increases the potential for disappointment. Total belief in someone, something or anything is virtually to handing over your balls to that particular object of affection. So in the inevitable event of a fallout somewhere down the road, your future is dominantly crushed, inadvertently or not, by the very safe you hoped would shield them from all harm.

In my case, the safe was sealed shut by the horrible cold weather and therefore leaving my nuts in that cold steel safe to bask in subzero temperatures.

ok, so im just ranting on how i had to postpone my first ever skydive because of weather. In hindsight, i was expecting it to be cold. One coz i always planned to skydive on on of my birthdays, and its in november. And in Chicago, november means too cold to jump of a plane and further give that wind chill the advantage in terms of the battle between heat and cold.

but im pissed nonetheless. when i do get to jump, wether next weekend or in march, i will flip off the snow and the cold. i will swear at it till my spit dries up or starts dribbling up my face. (yes, up since i'll be falling real fast) and then ill do a 720 spin and do a flash kick to the air and shout THIS IS SPARTA!! (i dunno it just feels like it'll let out any pent up aggression)

but tilll then ill sulk. coz i was real excited about this. grrrrh.