Frustration

What is frustration, really?

A riff that continually plays in your head, but however hard you try, you cannot lay it out into notes. All that comes out is gibberish.

A stupid answer in a test that you thought you had aced. (and this aint just for academics)

The friggin check engine soon light on your car.

A gorgeous girl who takes the effort to talk to you after class, walks you to your car and gives you her phone number (hmm im now wondering why I didn't do that first) but when you call her she's always busy, she doesn't return text messages and that dinner you plan always gets postponed.

Hmmm so i guess frustration is basically caring enough for someone or something to worry about it, but at the same time be completely clueless on how to make things better with it.

Quick solution? try not to care at all? hmmm i think distracting yourself is way easier. in time, either the object of frustration will go away, or in the time spent being distracted you will learn or discover the solution to the frustrating problem.

So maybe i should learn some new scales and techniques so i can finally translate this mental tune into a rocking orchestration.

Maybe I should start double checking. triple even.

I still don't know what the fig is wrong with my engine. Maybe take it to a pro? hahah.

Crap. I still need some more distraction on the last one. Anyone can teach me a new scale?